Ducky's FEb mail

I really should admit it...
Even though I somehow want it to happen but at the same time not wanting it too...
Time really really flies.....
Im hitting the number 2 already..gosh..and there are so many things that i am supposed to do and have not done,
Just 8 more months and i will be pink again...
And i guess it would also be an indication that my nxt phrase of life has just begun.


Nowadays, i could really understand the feeling of ease...the kind of feeling that in the first place doesnt exist at all..
A kind of lightness...emptiness...an ability to allow you to understand and grasp things more easily..an ability to allow u to see things at a broader perspective.
But once again this new discovery had subconsciously created the new side of me...

I look around me once again...meticulously scanning through every detail of every person i know or yet not know. At the first glance I could see his or her pros and cons simultaneously appear. But i always choose to look at things that are beautiful in that person. Therefore i stood in a clear stand of neutrality in every possible matter. I do not know whether its right or not. People say that i should not always side both sides so as to uphold my title of being a 'good person'. Mmmm..im always stumbled by this question or rather this irony in life. Frankly speaking, i do know im slightly different from others...i see more things than others...i somehow know more details of a person than others..currently im still treating it as a gift..not a hassle...but there is still loads of time to turn that conclusion around.

But once and once again...
Whats beautiful if everything in life is perfect.
Isnt it a matter of fact that humans themselves are full of flaws.
And the most beautiful thing in life is how people help one another to overcome them...how people are willing to change every bit of themselves for that someone he or she loves.
And without flaws, even time will come to a standstill as no one would selflessly desire to improve themselves.
Perhaps till now we would still be dressed in animals skins and dried leaves.

Flaw itself is a beauty,
And an imperfect person should be a person who always encourages himself or herself by saying 'IM.perfect'. HAhaha

Happy Chinese New Year..!!!!