A deep thought indeed

As I look out of the window,

Cars,

Trees,

Lights,

People,

Swifted passed like distorted palettes of colours.

But indeed beautiful things do not last,

They come and go.

Even if u manage to retrieve it,

They will never be the same.

Thus its best to leave it untouched in some corners of your memory.

My mind too.

Did its best to make every single lifeless things come to life.

Thoughts churned,

Voices echoed within my skull.

As though they dread to tell a story.

I questioned,

Endless times of why.

I answered,

Always in contradictions,

"I think I know yet not know".

I detest people who are so selfish,

Full of themselves,

Where the world only revolves around them.

But yet,

My family, friends and

I,

Are one of them.

I seek and search,

For my hollowness to be filled,

I wait and learn

for and of

LOVE......

Pebbles + Crossroad

One pebble,
Two pebbles,
And three as i followed.
I was all the while keeping my head down,
Focusing and searching for the next pebble to appear.

Although small and might seem insignificant to others,
I knew it was the hidden force tat guided me along all these while.

Fourth pebble,
Fifth pebble,
I counted till the 19th pebble,
And lifted up my head in dismay.

I was standing at a crossroad.

No pebbles,
No voices,
No signs,
Not even the slightest clue.

I waited and waited,
I prayed and prayed,
I wished and wished,
But i wasn't being answered.

Until now,
All i do is stand and wait.
From day to night,
From winter to summer,
Hoping from the depths of my heart,
The appearence of the clue to the next part of my journey.